I have news…It’s pretty big, but I can’t tell you yet because I have to wait…

Don’t ya just hate it when someone does this?

Me to but it’s my news and I have to keep it a secret for just a little bit longer.

I haven’t even told my family. The only two people who know are my best friend Charley and my other half Lee…well Lee accidentally told his mum because he didn’t realise he needed to keep it a secret but that’s ok.

I’m hoping I’ll be able to tell you this week because I’ve had to keep quiet about this for almost 6 weeks and I am NOT GOOD at keeping secrets.

OOOOOO the suspense is killing me!

For now I’ll leave you with a happy Wednesday picture of me with one of my many cuppas and a brand new red blouse with foofy sleeves (completely LOVE by the way)

Hope you’re all doing well lovelies, off for a swim later and hope you’re smashing your targets whatever they may be.

Ooo before I go, I found these the other day while looking for some paperwork and was absolutely gobsmacked…

I can’t even remember being that big and could not believe what I was seeing. There is a lot of sadness in those eyes and I know more than anyone how hard it is on this journey.

For anyone who’s joined my journey of late, it never gets any easier, I don’t care what anyone says. There is ALWAYS that mental battle going on with food, but it’s about how we respond to it and how we build on it.

Remember, I’m always here if you are struggling or need that extra bit of support. I would appreciate the support too because a lot of people think that it’s just easy for me now I’ve done the hard work. But they don’t see the sweat pouring out of me at the gym, or the amount of times I tell myself no to thoughts of bingeing on crap.

They just see a slimmed down version of Tasha who seems to be flying through this healthy journey.

But it never ends, the journey is always continuing on.




In need of a new wardrobe!

I was having one of those moments this morning where I could just not find anything to wear.

You know what happens.You open your wardrobe,look at what you have and basically have a strop that nothing looks right on you.

Well,although my weight loss has been fantastic and I am in no way ungrateful,it has created another problem. None of my clothes fit me anymore.A lot of them have gone beyond the point of wearing them if they’re just a bit baggy because they are actually MASSIVE now.

I had to throw away my favourite pair of pink skinny jeans today because they are just too big.

That was a sad moment.

The neck hole in tshirts slip off my shoulder and I get a saggy pouch in my lady area when I’ve got my skinny jeans on,or any trousers for that matter. I wouldn’t mind if I could afford to buy loads of new clothes but I can’t. I’ve had one clear out of all the clothes that don’t fit me and I need to do it again but am running out of things to wear.

I wish I had enough money to buy smaller clothes but at the minute I’m walking round in saggy potato sacks with baggy bras and loose tops.I look ridiculous!

No one tells you that when you have a big loss,you will be stuck with the bill for a new wardrobe. I have a sewing machine and have basic sewing skills but you can only alter a pair of work trousers so many times before its time to buy new.

I guess I will have to deal with this issue and hopefully slowly build a new slimmer wardrobe over time. Mind you,depending on how well this year goes for weight loss,I could be in the same position this time next year and in need of another slimmer wardrobe!

Here’s hoping,sort of.